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Back in the early 2000s (2002-2003) I had access to huge quantities of barbiturates. Long story short I fell into their cozy trap.

The only advice I can offer is seek professional help - that is, see a doctor and kick the habit. I ended up almost hospitalised but managed to get clean by using benzos, mainly Serepax/Murelax. Even that is nasty stuff. But after 3 years of nightmarish PAWS even whilst on antidepressants (which I am on to this day) I was clean as a whistle.