Well,
Thanks, your comments are on point…I agree there seems to be an element of sub consciousness dictating her decisions…I find it odd “in the place where I live” ambition comes at a high price…honestly, I am surrounded by lazy people and she has little ambition, I know that difference played a role in our situation.
I have decided to focus on the positive aspects of my life and go from there… Thanks again to all who have taken the time to reply you guys ROCK !!!!!